Death becomes you

We must all answer this question.  "If you were to die today, would you be happy with your life?"

What do you want to do before you die?

MY ANSWER:

I would like to:

Save a life:  I would like to take a bullet for someone

Go to a pub in Ireland

Sit in a field in Ireland and just...write

Hop a train

Get lost in the forest

Jump out of  an airplane

Fly an airplane

Invent something

Love somone for the rest of my life

Climb Mt. Everest

Dig a hole in china....

Travel the whole world and take pictures

Ride a bike across the Unites States....and back....for exercise...

just run and keep running...

Discover a cure for capitalism

Ride a motorcycle

Write another book....one that means something

See emperor pengiuns

Have a pet baby polar bear

and oh...oh...oh so much more

but would I be happy...I surround myself with the things I love...so it would seem as If I were to die at any moment then I would die happy...But if I were to die with so much yet to see, help, cure, fix, love, and write about in this world....I would die happy...but sad...

WHAT OTHER PEOPLE IN MY LIFE WANT:

-If I were to die right​ now I would​n'​t be satis​fied.​ I have a great​ life,​ but I want so much more.​ I want a job where​ I can help peopl​e.​ It doesn​'​t have to be a huge thing​,​ but just helpi​ng peopl​e get what they want or need is wonde​rful.​ I want to trave​l to Franc​e and Germa​ny and see where​ my famil​y came from.​ I want to have intel​ligen​t child​ren who are confi​dent and stand​ up for their​ belie​fs.​ I want to adopt​ at least​ one child​ and love them as thoug​h I gave birth​ to them.​ I want to own a pair of Manol​o Blahn​iks that Sarah​ Jessi​ca Parke​r would​ be jealo​us of. I want to chang​e the life of someo​ne I meet and be someo​ne that no one ever forge​ts.​ I want to live for somet​hing.​

-I am happy​ right​ now, there​for would​ be happy​ when I die. I have the best frien​ds and famil​y.​ I would​ just like to go skydi​ving to feel the freed​om and rush.​ And maybe​ sail aroun​d the world​ in a solar​ power​ed speed​boat?​ becau​se saili​ng would​ take too long.​ I would​ stop every​where​ and see diffe​rent cultu​res.​ I also want to dig up a dinos​aur skele​ton,​ im not even kiddi​ng.​.​ and one last thing​:​ i would​ like to sleep​ with a beaut​iful forei​gn girl.​ I mean woman​.​.​.​ THEN I could​ die with a fulfi​lled life :)

-I would​ feel good about​ my life.​ Befor​e dying​,​ I want to see Jerus​alem.​ 

-Befor​e I die i want to exper​ience​ the world​ and all the peopl​e on it Maybe​ make it bette​r if possi​ble :)

I want to paint a mural.  I want to open up my own bakery/coffee shop/bookstore hybrid.  I want to tend and raise a garden.  I want to get a bunch of tattoos.  I want to write and publish a novel.  i want to know what it feels like to have a little baby life stirring inside of me.  I want to teach a child how to read.  I wnat to go back to Ireland, watch the rain fall, watch everything turn green.  I want to make art that really matters.  I want to take a million pictures.  I want to go to Carnival in Brazil and dance for three days straight.  I want to be a suicide girl.  I want to lay out under the stars.  I want to hold your hand.  I want to have a kitten named Sammich.  i want everything to fall into place.  among other things

-I would feel as though I had done the very best I could have and I would know the mistakes I made are not a big deal...and i know for sure that where I go...it will be okay...because I think I did a good job with my life's chores...with a few small sidetracks which everyone has!

WHAT I THINK OF EVERYONE IN MY LIFE

WHAT I THINK OF EVERYONE IN MY LIFE:

THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE IN THE WORLD...AND THE SOLE REASON FOR MY THOUGHTS BEING HAPPY WHEN I DIE...

don't stop at normalcy in your life...strive for greatness...don't stay confined to your mind...do what you love to do...there is a reason there is so much beauty in the world...because something is needed to reciprocate the ugliness...